i am in control

I am in control. I am in control. I am in control. I am in control. I am in control.

That has been my mantra to keep me from crying over this. And to my surprise, it's working. Thank you dear friend, for your lovely advice. I'm finally learning to listen to it.

I am the one with the power. I am the one in control. I wear the shoes on these feet. I am strong. Because in the end, I will end with heartache. But at least it won't be nearly as hard as the last few times.

I am in control. I am in control. I AM IN CONTROL.