"You must make allowance for each others faults & forgive the person who offends you.  Remember, the Lord forgives you, so you must forgive others." - Colossians 3:13

In a nutshell I went ballastic last week on David.  I'm crazy for him, so what did I expect??  I begged to see him but he had work, softball, and beers with friends, not promising me anything.  I decided to drink my woes away (as usual) and got sad and dramatic and tearful.....you know the drill.  So basically it was a couple days of choosing my words to convince him to forgive me.  Long story short, I haven't seen him in over a week, and for possibly three reasons:  he's avoiding seeing me again and stringing me along with empty words and false promises, he's still trying to decide whether he wants to see me or not by stringing me along with said words, or he seriously is seriously busy with work and and doesn't have a moment to breathe.

But it doesn't add up - certainly he was just as busy in the beginning of our courtship but made so much time to be with me, always texting me, etc.  And now since the "Incident" it's come to a halt like a record scratch.  

Maybe the answer is right there in front of my face, I just keep choosing to believe and hope that he will come around and FORGIVE ME, much like the Colossians quote above.  Which also means I have to forgive him for his absence.  I suppose I will, even if things don't work out.  That's how God intends it to be, right?