leave me alone!!!

HE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

I let John come out and visit.  I felt bad that he lost his job and he said he needed some fresh air/ocean water to clear his thoughts, so I invited him out if he wanted to come out.  Spent a few days here but got way to close and touchy for my comfort level.  He kept saying "I love you" which really annoyed the fuck out of me - stop saying that!  I don't care!  Great, you do, but I REALLLLLYYYY don't want to hear it.  And he looked at me for long periods of time - I know because I saw out of the corner of my eye, I just wanted to yell STOP LOOKING AT ME!

And now he won't leave me alone digitally.  He's always commenting on my facebook, always sending Blackberry instant messages...I've had enough and I've been deleting all my status updates that he commented on.  Then I finally said in an FB status the other day, "How do you kindly tell someone to step off?"  He didn't comment on it but texted asking if that was in reference to him.  I didn't respond, and I haven't been responding.  24 hours went by (a long time for him not bugging me) and he texted me today asking if I wanted to see Chelsea Handler here May 8 (which I already am) but he offered to pay for tickets.  NO I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER WITH YOU!

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GO AWAY!  STEP OFF!

I certainly don't want to apply to be on the Amazing Race with him.  He will fucking distract me and annoy me so bad that we wouldn't get past the second round.

God dammit, I could spew more but I just needed to get a bunch of that off my chest.  I'm going to continue to ignore him, hopefully he gets the idea.  How does he think/believe that we're destined to be together, even so after I told him that there was NO CHANCE that we'd ever have an intimate relationship EVER AGAIN??

I could just strangle and jostle him, but even then, nothing will connect.  All I can do is ignore and maybe, just maybe, he'll get the idea and step off.