welcome to december

Everytime I think of writing in here, I'm too exhausted to relay the events that have gone on in the past two weeks. ::sigh:: Maybe I can try.

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Ugh, maybe not. Maybe another night.

Side note: Beau and I are not seeing each other anymore, at least not for awhile. I was asked again at work if we were dating. Some people at the party he went to inquired about our status. So he wants to lay low. I think it's because I drive him nuts, but whatever. At the moment I'm too tired to care and it's easier to say that things are kosher, when really, they're not.
House: Went with a second lender, B of A, but need to put down 15% to get the conventional loan. Had to borrow another $5000 from my folks which I feel terrible about. Will know more info. when I talk with Lisa (the lender) tomorrow. I am forever in debt to my parents and eternally grateful. I was wondering when the money tree would lose it's last leaves...I think this is it :(