my new drug

The last month has been a bit tumultuous and daunting and stressful and erotic and crazy...how many more words can I describe it?
I made a big mistake through work. I got super drunk at our store event and made a couple inappropriate comments to some co-workers, puked in the women's room at the ballgame, and had to be escorted to the stadium infirmary and driven home by Beau. Because he drove me home, a handful of people automatically assumed we were having romantic relations. So note true, he was just taking me home because I obviously couldn't drive, right? Well, the two girls who started those rumors were Melissa and Dana. This caused a whole daunting and stressful investigation at my store conducted by Brett and Joe. They talked to me twice to get my story, same with Beau, and also talked to Melissa, Dana, Clayton and a handful of others. Then we all submitted our written and signed statements, and HR decided that there was inconclusive evidence because we had all had a bit to drink at the event and couldn't remember things clearly. So I got a final warning - my first and hopefully only warning during my Trader Joes career. I cashed in all my karma points that day and the big guy in the sky says it's not my time to royally fuck up so...I have a renewed sense of faith. I truly feel lucky and blessed. I'm also greatful that I wasn't the only tanked one at the game.
However...I feel extremely betrayed by Dana. I thought we were becoming good friends and then she had to go run her mouth and spread me and Beau rumors. During the whole two weeks of the investigation she wouldn't talk or even look at Beau or I. And now that it's all over, she's back to talking and gossiping with me. I'm giving in a bit and I believe I'm better at playing the catty girl games she loves to partake in. I'm pretending to be her friend back but our friendship will never be restored. She royally fucked up and it's going to be very hard for me to trust her again. Her and Melissa are perfect for each other - catty, gossipy, go out to Nunu's and hook up with random men...one day they're going to turn on each other hardcore and it's going to be ugly and hilarious at the same time.
Even after all this shit...I'm still dipping my pen in the company ink. Beau and I are together almost every night, it's wonderful and sick at the same time. We just watch movies and talk and mostly drink wine and of course sex is thrown in there too. We're always texting each other, at work and at home. I'm always asking him what he's doing after work or at night and about 90% he's more than willing to come over. We went to Point Loma Seafoods for lunch yesterday - he sent me a text afterwards thanking me for it and that it was wonderful. Then I asked him to come out with me to Altitude with Sara and her friends. We got kinda dressed up and Altitude was having a private party (booo) so we all went to Maloney's instead and had a blast. It was so nice to go out in public with him and be able to touch him, sit in his lap, kiss him...he looked so cute with his black with vertical stripes long sleeve button up shirt. And he did his hair a little too - looked classy. He had dry martinis and I had an overly sweet LIIT and then switched to Ketel tonics. I told him I would pick up our tab last night but he handed over his credit card first. Ugh! Jackass! :)
Double Ugh but not so much - gotta finish this later because he is coming over :DDD