sexual awakening

So it's been almost a year since I've written in here. Okay, at least 7-8 months. Still, it's been awhile.

Awhile back...Brian and I were curious about the threesome complex. I'd had one before, he had yet to experience it. Then, without telling him or making it known to him, I became greedy, and wanted him all to myself. There was never a doubt in my mind, but there was the fear he'd think the "other" (preferably a female) would be prettier than I. No woman is better than me. I feel my sexual prowress awakening...

So...how do I bring it up that I want to explore this option again? Certainly, I wouldn't want to go about it with a casual, female friend...and definitely not a stranger, for fear of contracting some kind of sexual disease. But, damn, the show "Nip/Tuck" is getting me all hot and bothered over the 3-way concept. I'm even resorting to surfing the Craigslist ads for women who want to be with couples.

Watching this show and drinking chardonnay may not be the best mix...but Brian will be home in 60 minutes or less (I hope), so if I'm still feeling this good, and if I'm awake, we're going to have GREAT sex. Hopefully the smell and taste of wine on my breath and tongue won't perturb him too much. I'm way too horny right now and I have to be back at work at 6am.

Bottom line...I wouldn't mind revisiting the idea of a threesome. I also want him to experience the pleasure of being with two women at one time - every man's fantasy, right? But...maybe it'll bring us closer together. We can have this random hookup while focusing our attention on each other, and making the third FEEL just as special as we make each other feel.

I'll have to bring this idea up to him soon. REAL soon.

Kim