randomly bored

God I miss him so fucking much. And I don't want to!
I wish he'd call me again and that I can answer and talk. If not, I would hope that he would call me again and at least leave an address so I can write to him.
I'm bored. And tired. I don't think Molly is going to call so we can go get a drink. I don't really want to drink anyway. But I've got make-up on and I look cutie so I don't want to waste a good lookin' me. And I don't want to stay out late either. Maybe I don't know what I want.
I do know what I want. I was to go to Vegas in January. I want to go to Portland in March. Guess I'll have to wait to go to Greece in the spring of 2008.
Had I known that nothing would have happened tonight, I would have gone on a date with Kevin.
I'm so sick of my body right now. I made an attempt to run today. It took me 40 minutes to run 3.5 miles. I fuckin' suck and hate myself for this. Maybe I'll wake early tomorrow and try again. Gotta keep trying.
Maybe I'll take off my makeup, put on my lounge pants, and watch.....
Guess I'm not in the mood for another movie. Maybe I should just go to bed. Yuck.